My darling Weno, I wish I had gone with you that morning, or I wish you hadnt left. I wish you had listened, and gone to the doctors. I wish I had made you go! I wish we would have known about arrhythmia, and how dangerous yours was. I wish you were in my arms, and I never had to let you go. I wish that you were here with me at work and that I wasnt left sitting at your desk staring at your picture. I wish that you were there at home when I drove into the driveway. I wish you were sending me the R U OK texts and the copius I LOVE YOU'S everyday. I wish you were huggling me in bed at night. I wish you were there to talk to. I wish I could see your beautiful blue eyes and amazing smile! I wish I could hear you laugh, I wish I could feel your kiss. I wish I could smell your skin. I wish you were here to see Harley smile all the time. I wish you were here to see our dads, laughing and getting along. I could make this wish list last forever when it comes to you, but more than anything I just wish you were here, had'nt died and that you could tell me how I am supposed to live without you! I WISH I KNEW !!!!!